mackenzie (mackelzinzie) wrote,

Its is only 9:20 am, and as of 8:50, I was having an amazing day. I was like, woah, my day, so far, is amazing. Less good not cause i just spent like 15 minutes reading lj, but its cool.

I got up at 5:30am, at perfect timing with my dream, cause the alarm clock dinged right as I was refering to it in a sentance in my dream conversation. So I woke up, and was like, "exactly." Then, right as it dinged, emily knocked on my door to tell me she was done with the computer, so i could use it. I was like, cool. So I got up (mind you, thins was after going to bed at midnight), and went upstairs to scan things, finished at 6:50, in time to go dow stairs, have breakfast, put on socks and shoes and leave for orchestra. It was great.

I played ok on my playing test, I didn't, like, freak out and start shaking like I sometimes do. I sat listening to other people, but then was like, wait, I could leave and go buy Riva a rose or something and run some school related errands and be back with no explanation. Great. So, With no explanation, I left. The first part of my errand- find BHS yearbook class- was unsuccessful. Then I went to an invisible magical secret feild of sunflowers and picked one of the inconspicuous ones for Riva, and got back roight after the last person played.

She complained about me getting her a flower/ acknowledging her birthday at all, but she was dressed as a crow, and crows like sunflowers. I think she liked it.

Then I dropped something by IS and it totally felt like I had just been there. In truth it had been over 12 hours, but it was kinda cool and made me happy, to be the last to leave and one of the first to show up. I like being the only one in a big room that often has many people in it.

Then I biked home. Now it is now. I wish the afternoon sun (I first wrote that as sin. I like the image.) came in in the morning as well, its a tad bleak, but be that as it may, I have until 1:00pm to finish my composition.
Tags: age 18, composing, morning, orchestra, random acts of kindness, riva, school, sunshine

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